05 December 2010

Save Me from Myself


So desperately wanting it to end,
Cutting deep just to pretend.
That everything is alright,
Just fine.
When really all the fears
Hit the heart like jagged spears
Tears like rain
Heart full of pain
Finally found something.
Something to live for
Someone to love
Darling you kept me alive
You saved me from the dark.

You saved me from myself…...


01 December 2010

World's AIDS Day

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Over 90,000 people are living with HIV in the India and new infections continue every year. World AIDS Day 2010 is all about raising awareness to tackle HIV prejudice and help stop the spread of HIV.


Explore this site to ensure you understand the facts about HIV and find out what you can do to ACT AWARE. Make a pledge and join people all over the world making a difference on 1 December'2010.


AIDS obliges people to think of sex as having, possibly, the direst consequences: suicide. Or murder. 

29 November 2010

I'm 18 Now... :-)




I am 18 now.
I’m old enough to buy Cigarettes, Beer, etc.
Old enough to play the lottery.



I’ve messed up a lot in life.
The worst part is knowing I’m not done messing up.

I’ve failed classes and I’ve failed to see the point in doing certain things.

I am more wise and more determined in my actions.

But To me, I am still a kid.

I’m not ready for love.
I’m not ready for bills.
I’m not ready to buy a house.
I’m not ready to have a real job.
I’m not ready to be called Uncle Vishal.

Maybe I am ready.
And I just don’t want to be.

Being 18 has made me realize a lot.
These things are slowly approaching and I don’t want them to.

I’m scared and I am not ready.

For anything.

Life’s too unexpected.

Happy Birthday to Me...



Birthday to me-eeeeeee,

Happy Birthday to me.

My Family gave me a LG GU220 on one day before my Birthday. J J J

*takes a bow*

I’m halfway to 36 now.

*nods importantly*

Not that I look like it, mind you.  Actually, I look more like halfway to 30, but that’s not the point.

Well, it’s 8:00 pm on my 18th birthday and I have now spoken with every member of my immediate family.  Rock on!!!  This is somewhat unusual for us, mind you, so I’m feeling pretty shiny right now.

9 times out of 10 it has very cold on my birthday, probably because it is in November.  It didn’t Cold today.  It was bitingly cold instead.  Granted, it was above freezing this morning (by 17 degrees), but the 40 mph winds that lasted all day didn’t really do it for me.  Plus, it’s important to consider the fact that 2 days ago it was 19 C.   Then again, 3 days before that it was 15 C . . . so meh.

Me (Birthday Boy) and friends (Akshay Kumar, Himanshu Gupta and Nikhil Dubey) gossiping each other.

Speaking of ages, this message is for my Girl friend (but She Not Yet) – I Love You ______ J J J *cackles gleefully* J J J

As for my professional outlook, let’s just say that I’m exploring another angle that I hope to write about more as I get to understand its feasibility better.

Now, I am very Happy after my Birthday Celebration.

01 June 2010